Mollie

So I wonder if I am Mollie from Animal Farm.

Sunday is almost here

So we talked about doing some Sunday Brunch on Sunday but we will se just what Sunday brings. I have not been able to nail down any place that seems to be a "to die for" place for both of us yet. Who knows we could get some sort of weather issue at any moment though.

I have to work a bunch of hours next week although I am off Friday. I was able to order Stefan his Christmas presant and I think he will like it but he has the option to send it straight back to where it came from should he find it not suitable for his use. It won't arrive until after Christmas, but I didn't see an issue with this so I took advantage of the free shipping offer.

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Jeepers I'm not feeling so well again today. I thought I would be all fixed up again but plauged by stuffed ears and all. Throat is sort of sore and I did a really poor yoga/workout today although better than nothing but I best do a good one on Thursday. Ok getting tired.

House Hunters

Gosh I sure do love House Hunters, For Rent, Property Virgins and For Rent. Crazy with enjoyment and so does Moosey .

I love Sushi

It is really so funny that I literally woke up one day loving Sushi! I always said I didn't like Sushi and then I decided to try it for take out down the road in Lincoln and I thought it was good so I kept eating it and here I am a total Sushi freak. I suppose it could be said that it is sort of cool and hip or something but in my head I think it is something far more especially since I have never been shy about announcing my love of Pez candy and Junior Mints and there is nothing hip or chic about those. The wasabi sure does clear out my nose holy crapoloni! I love love the way it does that. I totally need to get some of the appropriate dishes for home Sushi eating though as that will add to the whole experience. Love love!

Urban Outfitters

I love Urban Outfitters and want some cool high but low heel boots a lot. I am a wacko!

Security

Security....isn't that what a lot of us want? I'm not sure and maybe that is one thing that is making me really sad about my father right now. I know that the one year of his diagnosis is approaching which is swiftly followed by his death. The guilt is bad as well. I can separate my body and brain at work very well and eventully you start believing that you are this other person but sometimes it comes rushing back and you kind of sicken up inside and feel a little lost. I know this isn't unique to me though. Christmas and my fathers death and diagnosis all just comes down a little heavy and I have not been a fan of Christmas for quite some time and this just really relly pounds down heavy heavy handed on my brain. I have been having these dreams that I have been going bald and when I get all these strands in the shower I start obsessing that I am going bald. That would so suck but I guess I would get a wig if that were the case so as long as I am healthy othersise I guess that wouldn't be such a terrible problem. I get my hair color zapped up on Friday which I always enjoy although I have to work on Saturday which kind of stinks since that means I will have to make the blow out last through Sunday. Oh man Christmas can so suck ass and I can be so cynical of things which does put some levity in the situation when I feel bad about things. I feel like a bad cold is coming on which doesn't really help much. I got to do some good yoga today.

Stormy baby has to lose some weight! Haha he is at a whopping 115 pounds although I think just cutting his dinner down and the weight should come off without that much of a problem. After s month we can evaluate further. We shall see!

Wednesday December 9

For some reason this seemed like sort of a long and strenous day. I mean nothing horrible or any major event occured it just seemed kind of long and long and long. I had a lot of positive feedback from coworkers and customers that really really boost my spirits. It is almost hard to describe how good I feel when people tell me that I light up there life and that I make them laugh....well this actually keeeps me going and sails me throught the day with some amazing spirit boosting endorphins. It tooks me two hours to get home because of downed trees which is a huge suck ass sort of deal although had we not had a generator that would have been a triple suck ass situation. At least I am wound down and next two days of work are in Pharmacy and then I know I have a day off so currently I am sitting in a nice situation. I am also in a good place as far as knowing my spata use and rain shower which is nice to know. Needless to say it will be a super super celebration when it is totally done!! Wowza! Well outfit is planned so probably watch some TV before falling sleep .... nice very nice....yeah!

Big scare

So John for the Littleton Pet Center left a message and I totally almost fainted thinking something had happened to Storm. I was a bit unable to shove my mind back into my head after that. It is common that my mind separates from my body but usually over dinner with friends or something it will sort of ooze back into my head for a time but I just couldn't seem to get it to unite at al. It is very upsetting feeling like my mind is looking at my body from somewhere else just running through a script thinking what emotion shall I express right now. Unite unite unite!!!!!

So Montreal

Ahhh....so Montreal again at last I come again to this wonderful magical city. From the moment I set foot in you back in the 80's I loved you I found you magical in the city and you became my turf with your fashion, the food, places to eat and the lingering thoughts of sex. The pubs, the shops, the streets, the elevators, the city this is my turf, my places and my forte. I'm the master now I am in control. No I don't want to live here as I would blend into the scenery sure enough like a gingerbread man in a bakery but this give me a chance to exist in a special rarified circles that few of my peers back home can every dream of or will experience and praise the lord I get to know and love. For whatever reason I was dam fortunate to be born of parents that were able and willing to give me these things and my husband also enjoys these things as well. Thank you Jesus! And thank you mother earth!

Ahhh....Montreal

Packed for Montreal

I think I am all packed to leave for Montreal at least I think I am. I always have this nagging worry that I'm going to get there and have forgotten some key piece of wardrobe or product and I will be so upset. I usually do fine but I can't not worry about it I just could stand it. I will be using our new shower in the morning which is really something and I used our new jacuzzi tub this evening which is something else! I seem to be getting tired so I'm going to watch a little TV and hopefully start winding down now.

Huh??

I wonder why it is I think of all kinds of stuff I want to write while I am driving home or doing yoga, but, now I'm sort of grasping at stuff. It is sort of annoying. VPR gives me all kinds of interesting thoughts but it appears they don't stay in my head long enough to really remember. Well we certainly had a very nice dinner at Shilos tonight. I'm telling you the service is major amazing and the food is stepping up and up. The Salmon soup was really very good ummm...boarding on ecclectic...HUH...HIGH PRAISE FROM ME! The salad is basic but, fresh and healthy so I have zero complaints. I have to work the front end tommorrow which kind of sucks ass but at least I work pharmacy on Thursday and then we leave for Montreal ...yes yes! I actually have my Thursday work outfit all planned which is a totally cute long sleeve face shirt from Obey with big faux pearls and my long black maxi coat from Las Vegas. I think it has a unique Tracey style. I need to get all my stuff packed up Wednesday since Thursday it is off to work in the morning and then Stef picks me up from work and we head directly to Canada. It is so nice only being three hours and I get out at 4pm so it will be like 7PM so we can dine in Montreal....yeah yeah!

Good grief at work we have to punch in and out at the deli and they are all calling me nurse...goobers! Well I could be called lots worse and I have been called lots worse than a nurse so but it is quite humorous actually. Oh and poor Jim is ill but I'm hoping he is back again soon. He is hoping for Saturday but who knows. The poor man has been through far to much for 59 years old. I worry for him but it is better for me to worry for him than for me to worry for me. Ah well I did have some rambling crap to post....hahahaha

Huh??

I wonder why it is I think of all kinds of stuff I want to write while I am driving home or doing yoga, but, now I'm sort of grasping at stuff. It is sort of annoying